PMR-Practicaly Massive Repulsion

Well,I don't hate PMR as much as you think.I hate it far worse.Did you know how much fear it caused me?(yeah rit,so much that i can still online rit now).Okay,I now that but it's kinda freak me out this way.Try to follow.The nearer I get to PMR,the more I fear it but the more I feel it's useless.So I fear that when PMR comes,I will feel it's completely useless with the fear of thinking it's useless.Aaargh!I dono wat I'm talking about.But wat I know that is God will be with me through it.Plz pray for me to do my best (not necessary 8 As but it's thoughtful of you if you want to),and that I can glorify God in my studies.Amen!